hi,
i think i'm having a better day today. still very homesick. i google'd "severe homesickness" and i might have a mild version separation anxiety disorder. lol, just kidding..maybe.
shout out to my two readers.. cruthy and anna. this entry is dedicated to you guys
anyways,
i think i'm having a better day.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
hi again (millions of years later) i am currently in class, desperately trying to pay attention to my professor's discussion of the different meanings of the word "square." as you can probably see, i have failed horribly ... and now i am deliberately removing myself from class by fervently typing in this blog.
ever since i returned to michigan from spring break, i have been inching myself away from the michigan environment, more specifically, the people. i've had a tough spring break and coming back to michigan was literally the last thing i wanted to do. but for some reason, when i try to explain how i feel, it just comes out overly dramatic, and i feel embarassed about sharing. thus, i'd rather keep it to myself, which has in turn, forced me to isolate myself from everyone here.
the other day, on my way to class, i was listening to Kirk Franklin's "Help Me Believe," and i broke ..down.
...?!?!?! ...
i know right?
i was sobbing with my red northface jacket hood shielding my face from public humiliation. i've listened to kirk's album hundreds of times, often fast-forwarding this song without a flinch, now i couldn't help but play it over and over on repeat.
ever since i returned to michigan from spring break, i have been inching myself away from the michigan environment, more specifically, the people. i've had a tough spring break and coming back to michigan was literally the last thing i wanted to do. but for some reason, when i try to explain how i feel, it just comes out overly dramatic, and i feel embarassed about sharing. thus, i'd rather keep it to myself, which has in turn, forced me to isolate myself from everyone here.
the other day, on my way to class, i was listening to Kirk Franklin's "Help Me Believe," and i broke ..down.
...?!?!?! ...
i know right?
i was sobbing with my red northface jacket hood shielding my face from public humiliation. i've listened to kirk's album hundreds of times, often fast-forwarding this song without a flinch, now i couldn't help but play it over and over on repeat.
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